Hogy van angolul, hogy Meg kell felelnem magamnak, meg kell felelnem mindenkinek?

satisfy

I have to satisfy myself as well as everyone else.

meet the expectation of...

a pressure to meet the expectation of others = megfelelési kényszer

I have to meet my own expectations and everybody else's expectations.

vagy

I have to meet my own expectations and the ones that others set for me.

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