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I like pretending like I’m the special one, the special girl on the outside. The one that nobody sees, but holds a world inside of her. I like pretending like I’m the girl who’ll understand you best, the girl who’ll make you truly happy. But then I realize, I’m not really that special. All these others sit on the outside with me, with thoughts they think nobody understands. They think they’re the one who’ll understand the best. None of that matters. Because I’m on the outside, and I haven’t tried getting in.

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