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Megpróbáltma lefordítani, de nem ment.

Tonight i felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both my self my music.

I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me.

I act on a moment and fear something that hasn't happened.

I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'is this where i am whole heartedly?' I've always told the truth I'm always true to my word,I've shown who I am but i need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personelly.

had to get that out.